This quarantine hasn't been easy on me at all. After losing my job, I've been at home unable to leave. Going places is a nightmare because apparently I'm at a higher risk to catch the virus. My sleep schedule is destroyed. I struggle to sleep at night. I interact with people even less now than I used to. I'm not streaming regularly like I promised myself I would do. I barely log on to Second Life. I am barely productive. I don't even play video games as much as I used to. I literally just watch youtube videos and waste my life away. I have irrational fears about someone punching through my walls then punching me in the face, or someone walking up to my house to break in and beat me up. Every time someone calls my name I immediately assume I'm in trouble, even though I haven't left my room in days. My grasp on reality is extremely fragile. I've become hyper aware of every time I breathe or cough because I'm terrified that I'll get COVID at any moment. I live in constant fear.

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